i think of you constantly
but not in a good way
i wonder what it is about you that makes my heart feel like a ten-tonne weight dragging around at the bottom of my chest, when i'm sure i must have no impact on yours
i question why it is i insist on finding any means necessary to get as close to you as i possibly can, when i'm sure you couldn't give a fuck where i was
i dream about how it is we would come together, fingers finally intertwining and lips finally locking, when i'm sure you do not even register me in your half-asleep thoughts
but mostly i think about whether it's really you i'm thinking about,
or the idea of you.
because for the life of me, there is no reason you should be consuming my precious thoughts.
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