my second chance (SOA)

chapter 5

                                                                 *  Two weeks later  *

jax came in my room and we started talking and he told me before anything serious could happen he wanted me to meet his son abel he explained that Abel was premature and very small and Wendy his soon to be ex wife was a junkie but she was in rehab and he didn't know what to expect when she got out but he didn't want a relationship with other and all she is to him is the mother of his son so that conversation led us to st thomas 

we were stitting in a room and a nurse brought in a very small baby . jax's face lit up when the nurse handed me the baby, she called me mommy , my face turned blood red and i thought it had a nice ring to it but i definitly wasnt ready for that. We were with Abel for almost two hours it was really nice to see how jax is with him you dont really see that every day. we went back to teller-morrow I went to the bar and got a beer I was having trouble processing the last week. Opie sat next to me he looked over at me "a penny for your thoughts" I looked all around then back at him " just been a long week I never thought I'd be free " I went outside to see what all was going on after I had heard loud voices. Jax yelled over to Gemma 'take mercy to her room' Gemma and I did was told. I was so worried when jax hadn't come back in I was scared him and Jake were gonna kill each other, I heard the motorcycles start up I ran passed Gemma and ran outside to see juice and bobby throw Jake in the back of the van and jax and the rest of the boys pull off 

                                       *4 hours later*

Jax came back to the club house all bloodie he asked me to meet him in my room and asked me if he could take a shower I said yes. I waited only a few minutes and went to my room jax had left the bathroom door open he had just got out of the shower he had an amazing body even better when it was wet. He wrapped up in his towel he came out to the room and said 'we need to talk ' 'okay what's up?' He looked worried ' I told you I'd protect you no matter what right?' 'Yes' 'you never have to worry about Jake again' I looked slighty relieved but was concerned on the inside ' what how?!' Jax came closer to me 'don't  worry about it all you need to know is I kept my promise and you're safe' I was so happy I couldn't even think of the words to say to jax I hugged him instead and then I kissed him  he kissed me back . kissing turned into making out ,he took my shirt off kissed me then took my pants off I didn't know exactly how this would effect us or were we would end up but it felt so right he kissed me neck as he took my bra off then my panties I took his towel off and uh yeah we had sex