S: I miss him so much....
A: Sappy stop, he wasn't good to us.
S: but we loved him A! We finally had something we actually cared about, something that actually mattered to us!
A: I know Sappy ok! We all feel the pain, but he was not for us anymore. He stopped loving us, he was always angry at us, he started loathing you, me, and Alpha, while not caring when you turned, or when they took over. He wasn't good for us.
S: but....why don't we feel single? We don't feel like we're single. We don't feel like we could stomach being with anyone else, all instincts point back to him, it still feels like we have an oath of loyalty to him.
Alpha: I want to keep it that way. I only feel for my pawn, no one else.
A: we don't have to feel any other way, we just need to keep going. Maybe we just can't deal with anyone else, maybe we don't want to deal with anybody except him.
S: so....we still love him, we just....can't be with him if he's like this?
A: I guess so.
S: *sigh*
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They keep me company
PoetryMy emotions become different personalities because that's how I deal with them. I don't have MPD but they do exist because they speak. Do with that what you will.
