Hi...
I haven't been able to feel sadness ever since I made up with one of my best friends. When my friends irl read this they will know who I'm talking about. I mean making up with her is a good thing. But only two books made me feel a little sad. Which is weird because today I tried everything to make myself sad. I imagined anyone and everyone I've ever cared for dying, hating me or abandoning me. Yet not a single tear nothing. You are probably asking why are you trying to make yourself sad? I like to do emotion checks. It makes me feel alive. It makes me believe I'm not just an emotionless monster. Today I failed that test. Maybe later I will ask my friends to try and make me sad. But Goodnight I have to wake up in about 6 hours. But knowing me I'll probably only get 3-5 hours of sleep.
Love,
Deanna🌌
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