Jinxed (Going Back) Book 1

Prologue

2 Years Ago

When i started the first year of high school everything changed

i lost her best friend (Amber Jones) we went from being best friends to being arch enemies when amber decided she wanted to be one of the popular girls and just started hating me and then things got even worse Amber started dating my twin brother Alex

Amber and her Barbie Gang made fun of me every day all the personal things i told my best friend were exposed even the huge crush i had on my brother Alex's best friend the boy next door Liam Blake

After that Liam didn't even look my way again he even stoped coming to our house my parents didn't know i was being bullied and Alex didn't even care he hated me for being me!

everyday was hell for me i didn't have anything to life for anymore i felt worthless that's how they made me feel like nothing like i didn't matter

one night my parents were out and her brother decided to throw a party i stayed in my room to stay away from my bullies and then my door opened and there he stood Marc O'Brien he came into my room

"Hey you shouldn't be in here" i told him

he ignored me and came straight to me i was sitting on my bed it all happened so fast he was on top of me i tried to scream but i couldn't he covered my mouth with his hand and even if he didn't the music was too loud to hear me scream

he removed his hand and he started kissing me and touching me i felt sick i just wanted it to end i wanted everything to end he unzipped his pants and i couldn't stop the tears is this really how i would lose my virginity

and just as he began taking off my panties the door opened and he got distracted and i kicked him between the legs and as he winched in pain i ran to my bathroom and locked the door behind me i heard his voice on the other side of the door

"this isn't over Sweetheart"

i started crying uncontrollability i couldn't breath my vision got hazy i couldn't belive that just happened i stayed there crying for what felt like forever i felt sick. i felt violated. i felt dirty i just wanted to erase it erase it all i got into the shower and tried to forget but i couldn't i started crying uncontrollability again

i stayed in the bathroom until the next day when i knew my parents would be home i unlocked the door and ran to my bedroom door and locked it it was luckily Saturday i spend the whole weekend in my bed my mother brought me food but i couldn't eat i was still sick as hell my parents didn't realize something was wrong during the day i would read or watch my favorite series but at night i couldn't sleep. i kept on hearing his voice. feeling his touch. and seeing his face. and even if i fell asleep i would have a nightmare about him i couldn't escape the nightmares because my life was the night mare

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Monday Morning

i had let my hair hang loos covering my face i wore a baggy shirt and sweat pants i didn't want to come to school like ever but my mother made me in her defence she had no idea what i was going through nobody did

i walked into school feeling cold and totally alone even thou there were other people all around me i was alone and i would always be alone

i walked to my locker trying to ignore the stares i was getting from the other students as i got closer to my locker my heart stoped there he was my living breathing Nightmare Marc O'Brien he was waiting for me my heart sank and all i wanted to do was run but i couldn't my feet were clued to the floor