Y/N POV
He moved on. So did I. Almost. I see them everyday posting cute pictures together. Going out. And I'm here. Alone. Watching the love of my life slowly walking away. It's only been a few weeks since we decided to breakup. Just because we didn't have time for each other. Now I'm feeling empty. I can't sleep with him and feel protected. I can't get home and find presents from him. He seems to have time for her. Maybe I just wasn't enough.
Jonah POV
I look into her eyes but it's not Y/N. Her touch isn't as gentle. Her kisses aren't as passionate. I miss Y/N I really do. This girl is just not her. But I can't end everything out of nowhere. She walks in. "Hey Babe!" she says and sits in my bed next to me. "Hey. Uhm do you think we can talk?" I ask her, she rolls her eyes. "Urgh. Why? We can have some action instead." she gets on my lap. Oh uhm okay.
"No stop. We need to talk!" I push her off. "Okay daddy. Talk to me. Uh! Did you buy me a ring? Is it something like that? Is it expensive." she gets all over me again. Gold digger. And daddy? Ew. "NO. WE'RE DONE GET THE FUCK OUT." I talk louder making her go away. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING? YOU CAN'T DO THAT. YOU NEED ME. NOT EVEN ALL THE MONEY WILL GET YOU A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND. YOU MUST BE GAY OR SOMETHING." she yells as I kind of push her out. "GET THE FUCK OUT. YOU'RE DEAD TO ME. YOU HOE. Gosh!" I say finally closing the door and walking away hearing her screams from outside.
I don't even like calling woman that, but she deserves it. Cheating on me. Using me for fame. Guess what? It didn't work out. I put a jacket on and leave my house walking to the cafe down the street. I walk in and see her right way. Y/N. This used to be our spot. I need to talk to her. I need to get this out. I can trust her. Of course I can. Okay. Let's go.
I walk over to her. "Hey is this seat taken?" I ask smiling slightly. She looks up from her phone and smiles me too. Oh she's gorgeous. She nods. "Hey what's up?" she asks looking at me. "Nothing much. Just broke up with my "girlfriend" supposly." I say. "Oh I'm sorry. Are you okay?" she asks actually showing concern. "Yeah. She was just a gold digger. Got rid of her." I chuckle a bit.
A girl around our age comes take my order and I ask for a coffee only. "That sounds kinda bad." she says taking a sip of hers. "And what about you? Anything new, exciting?" I ask and she smiles shyly. "Not really. Just the same lazy kid. Oh and I got a contract with a photography agency." she says and my jaw drops. "Wow. Congrats. I knew how talented you are. You more than deserve that." I tell her.
The glow in her eyes, it makes me feel all those sensations I felt 4 months ago. But no, I had to be a jerk and break up with her. I know I can't just take her back like that. I know I have to make her trust me again.
"Thanks. So what's up with the band?" she asks. "We're doing great." I say smiling at her. Genuine.
We talk for a while until she sees someone on the other side of the window. "Oh I have to go. Tyler is waiting for me." she says getting up. I do too. We walk out. "Who's Tyler?" I ask. "An old friend. We're meeting to catch up." she says with no idea of how much she's hurting me. "Uhm. Do you think we can meet again sometime?" I ask scratching the back of my neck. "Uh I guess. Sure. You have my number just text me whenever." she says bringing back my smile. "Yeah sure. Will do. See ya then.", "See you later Jonah." she says giving me a quick hug.
No don't go away I need you in my arms. She relaxes as put my arms around her. We don't move for a long time. Just feeling each other's presence. She finally moves back a little, I just look into her eyes. It's the exact same. "I-I'll see you later." she goes away slowly. "Bye." I say.
Maybe I do have a chance with her. I'm not blowing it up this time. I need her in my life. The flame isn't gone. It isn't dead yet.
Pt. 2 coming soon
