A/N: BAHAHAHAHAOMG ITS BEEN FOREVER WTF.
lol, enjoy this chapter.
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Jade's POV:
"WHY!" I yelled. I see that greasy, curly-haired freak waving at me. I roll my eyes and proceed to turn around, facing away from him. As the boys get to the table, there was only see one seat available and it was next to me, and the only guy that didn't have a seat was Harry. Great..
"Hello, Jade! How are you doing?" He asked. I stuffed a biscuit into his mouth and slammed my forearms on the cushy-looking table that turned out not to be a cushy feeling table. "Ouch, that must've hurt."
"Shut up, Sherlock," I rebutted.
"Jade, why are you being so mean?" He asked.
"You know why," I tell him. "Are you that oblivious?!"
"No, I know my letter was perceived as rude, and I didn't know. I just want to truly apologize, and I didn't mean to-"
"No! Well..." I paused myself to gather all the words I wanted to say. "It's not just that, Harry. I..."
"What is it?"
"I..." I can't seem to manage to spit out the words.
"Jade, just say it. I won't judge you, I promise," He says as he brings out his fingers and crosses them.
"I like you..." I say, but then I think about my choice of words.
"Oh, that's fine. We can still stay-"
"No! Wait-" I groan and facepalm myself. I see too little Jades on my shoulders, one wearing a clubbing outfit I would wear to a club, and the other wearing a cute outfit I would wear to a dance.
Jade, you have to spit it out! Or else he's gonna go crawling back to Cara!
No Jade! You can't, your feelings will be hurt!
Jade, if you don't do it, you're gonna be suffering the rest of your life!
It's better to stay friends than break a friendship.
It's better to tell the truth than to keep to yourself.
DON'T DO IT!
DON'T LISTEN TO HER!
"Jade, are you okay?" Harry asks.
"I LOVE YOU!" I yelled out, and everyone at our table stares at me. I turn to see Harry with a confused/shocked look. I didn't realize I was panting until now, so I take a big breath and finish what I had to say. "I've loved you since the day I met you and I couldn't admit it until now and I just can't stand it when you're with Cara because it makes me break into pieces, and I didn't want to interfere so I just let it be, but it broke me, and I can't deal with you with other girls anymore too because I'll just be reckless mess on the inside! I- I- I love you, Harry." I rambled and at that moment, I realized I messed up. Big time. I decided to run to the bathroom and hide in there until the whole thing was over.
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May 9th 2015
its been two days since ive seen harry.
after the dinner, i went out clubbing, and got really wasted.
like...reallllyyyyyy wasteddd. and i had a really horrible hangover the following morning.
well more like afternoon because i woke up around 2 or 3?
idk but the girls helped me through the hangover and let me rest up.
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Not Just a Crush (Jarry)
Fanfiction"If you knew how much I think about you..." "My heart stops when you look at me..." _______________ Jade Thirlwall; good girl in public, naughty girl when alone. Harry Styles; bad boy at school, good guy outside of school Jade has been liking Harry...
