his eyes a shining amber,
skin an illuminating gold
yet a heart not so tender
now i've fallen sevenfold.
he listens, he speaks
but oblivious to my mind of a wreak.
he lies, he hypnotizes
to his doors i am latched
he is all that i can visualize
i'm afraid i'm attached.
he's the fire i've been playing with
a pleasure that blazes guilt.
his flame is fierce
i know i'll burn
the heat has me in tears,
but i will not turn.
too beautiful a mistake,
words so bold i can't help but keep.
anticipating with glee is a heartache
no matter, when the time comes i shall weep.
he's become my bliss,
forsaken and i will deeply miss.
the sea of emotions, it comes in waves.
i am drowning, but is it real?
only him, he's all that i crave.
how i wish i didn't know how to feel.
he's got me addicted,
the drug that's been especially restricted.
