WARNING- DEPRESSING AND TALKS ABOUT DEATH
When you reach for the stars but end up achieving nothing it’s quite heartbreaking. An
iridescent of blues and purples playing on a loop above my head. The frostbite taunting me
every second I spend in this iceland. I can't take it anymore. I miss them. All of them, i shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have run away! Especially to this land of ice and death. It sure does
look beautiful but being at home with my family is the most beautiful thing i have ever seen in my whole entire life. I guess i deserve this. I guess i deserve to die, here, all alone. I have been
a distraction to anybody and everybody i look at. I have been a burden all my life, i’m a
mistake!!! As much as he says i should be alive, i know that he doesn’t mean that. I love him but he doesn’t feel the same way. I’m just a dog like all the other boys in my school. He’s said so
himself. GOD I’M SO USELESS TO THIS WORLD JUST LET ME DIE!!!!!! WHY!!!!! I don’t
want to be here anymore just let me die and i will leave this place for good. I’ll be out of the way.
People will be happy with me gone. There will be no more burden, no more obstacle in the way, no more me, no more Zane Miller. The world will be back to normal. My family can be happy
again. The high school deans can be less stressed. A world without Zane (The pain) Miller is a
good world. No more. At least i get to die under this iridescent of blues and purples playing on a
loop above my head. You know it’s not everyday that the pain in your life just disappears into
thin air. I guess this is what it feels like when you are so deep in outer space and then gravity
grabs you and slams you down to earth with all the might it has. My life was good if you took me
out of the picture. Now i can be out of the picture forever. GOODBYE WORLD!!!!! HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME!!! Zane “The Pain” Miller is officially out of the picture for good.
