I genuinely hate how I can't roleplay. I get a weird feeling and then I don't wanna do it anymore. Idk. I also hate how I can't meet people through the Internet....I get the same weird feeling. I can not talk to them well. I try to joke and.....it is probably funny but to me I feel stupid. I feel like I have no chance of being friends with them. :/ This also happens irl. Idk. I hate myself
