You are suppose to be my mother,
But no, you're just a big bluffer,
I say this because I found out today, that all along you were lying,
Oh my gosh, I can't believe this, I just fell like dying,
You claim you love me, but you would say,
"I wish I had another daughter", right in my face,
Why should I be alive if you feel this way?
Why even be in your life today?
My eyes were flooded with tears as I heard you say,
"I regret even having you"
Mom is this really true? I thought I could be you,
Mom I trusted only you, you were everything to me,
But now I see,
That you were not really there for me,
So what am I doing here?
I should just stray,
Because mom...,
I don't have anything else to say...
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I found this in a diary entry I wrote last summer.
The date was was May 5th 2009 to be exact.
I decided to post it up here. Hope you enjoyed it.
If you liked this poem, please check out the story behind it in my upcoming story "Escape".
~Momo
