The Rose Colored Glasses Are Off

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I see you every day but you don't acknowledge expect for Good mornings or "Do you need a ride to the station?"

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I see you every day but you don't acknowledge expect for Good mornings or "Do you need a ride to the station?"

We no longer having a joking relationship

You accept that I want to be on my own path

You have this ignore her for she is not really there

I can't not remember the  last time you gave me a hug for no reason

When I ask you questions like "What are consequences for slamming doors or toilet seat?"  You could give me a direct answer

You don't live in modern times 

Calling you dad, daddy and saying "I love yous" feels so false

Ever since you went to religion and I did not  follow in you footsteps by doing the same time, you recognize under 10% of the time

Everything is not all right

You sheltered me from everything

What you say is always true, no one else matters

When I cry in front of you, you don't know how deal with it

Unspoken words 

As my granny was being put into the Earth, I got too emotionally, got handed your keys, walked to the car  by  myself, cried harder and NO ONE CHECKED ON ME

I am No Mans Land 

Thanks to you, it took me a long time to find my voice and accept that I am an INDIVIDUAL

I have opinions

I have rights 

I have the right to be heard

I have the right to the scream

I have the right to not be so serious

I have the power of insight 

I have the right to not see in the kindest light

I have the right to be loved

I have the right to discovery what the hell I want too

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 01, 2017 ⏰

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