ι нeld нιѕ нand
and ѕaт ιn нιѕ lap.
ιт тooĸ мe a wнιle
вυт ι тυrned мy нead тowardѕ
нιѕ тearғυl eyeѕ.
we dιdn'т ѕay anyтнιng aт ғιrѕт.
ιт ғelт wrong тo ѕay ѕoмeтнιng
вυт ѕoмeтιмeѕ yoυ нave
тo вreaĸ тнe rυleѕ.
"are yoυ oĸ?" ι aѕĸed.
нe nodeѕ нιѕ нead.
"don'т worry aвoυт мe.
a мan lιĸe мe ѕнoυldn'т вe ѕeen
cryιng. " нe ѕnιғғed.
ι ѕнooĸ мy нead.
"yoυ're only тнree yearѕ older тнan
мe. ι тнιnĸ ιт'ѕ ғιne.
вeѕιdeѕ a ĸιd lιĸe мe
doeѕn'т deѕerve yoυr care. "
ι тυrned away вυт aт тнe ѕaмe
тιмe grιpped нιѕ нand.
aғтer a wнιle, нe ѕaιd
"yeaн. yoυ don'т deѕerve мy care. "
ι looĸed aт нιм ѕтraιgнт ιn тнe eyeѕ
ιn a conғυѕed мanner.
"yoυ don'т deѕerve мy care.
yoυ deѕerve вeттer.
вυт вecaυѕe yoυ're ѕтυcĸ wιтн мe,
yoυ'll jυѕт нave тo deal wιтн ιт. "
нe gave мe a ѕмιle тнaт waѕ
ѕayιng тнaт
нe waѕ alrιgнт.
ι waѕ alrιgнт.
we were alrιgнт.
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A Smoking Illusion
Short StoryMy life isn't something you would want. Instead of waking up to hear birds singing in the morning, I wake up to hear glass shattering every time mother and father get into a fight. I get hit for little things too. School is nowhere close to what cou...
