he doesn't love you.
don't trust him.
he's not worth your tears.
is all i could think of
my heart sank to the bottom
tears filled my eyes
vision getting blurry
the thought of you & i
was never gonna last
he broke me.
why could i trust him.
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i was sitting in the corner of my room
with my kneels curled up in my chest
crying my eyes out
joey & i broke up.
he said he wasn't in love anymore.
i sit here
wondering what i did wrong
i get up
not wanting
but i have school
i wore a white polo shirt with black ripped jeans
i grab a nike windbreaker and slide on vans
i don't put on make up.
i get a call from charles
charles😁😁
i pick up
"hey can you give me a ride, lily is already at school & joeys crying so yea"
a frown soon appears on my face
"yea yea sure"
he gives me his address
i grab my keys
i leave my house
not wanting to say bye to my brothers
who still have found out
about
my breakup
i drive to charles house
he hops in my car
"i'm stopping by starbucks"
he nods and and i fake smile
it was a silent car ride
a lot of traffic
he soon quietly says
"do you miss him"
i let out a sigh
"yes. it's been a month and i still miss him"
he slowly frowns
"well i shouldn't be telling you this but...
he misses you too"
charles says
i take a minute to let that sit in my head
"no he doesn't. if he did he wouldn't have ended our relationship"
charles then turns his head to face me
"you know why madison? because he's scared okay. he's fucking scared to fall in love. he doesn't wanna break your heart or hurt you."
he says
with an angry tone
i let him continue to talk
