Demisexual

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What's wrong with me?
I can't feel anything at all
The only pain I feel is
My knuckles hitting the wall

Why can't I get that spark I crave
Somebody send me to my grave
At least then maybe
I could feel something in me

Why is there no reaction when you touch me
Only revolt and disgust
Why is there no sensation inside me
No love, no spark, no lust

Why can't I get my passion back
Romantic feelings I seem to lack
Why do I run and hide in fear
Why can't I simply disappear

I can't feel the world around me
I can touch, but I feel nothing
I can't create the feelings that I need
But I can try in my dreams

Why does nothing seem to please me
But the wonders of a mind
A clever one, philosophical
A genius, yet kind

...just random thoughts put into lyric form, sorry, I'm really tired...

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