loved and lost

💢💫Chapter Eleven 💢💫

Mazzi's pov
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That's not at all what I expected when I decided to go to her house. I thought she would probably slam the door in my face but she didn't.

I should be mad at her about not telling me I have kids but i just can't be mad at her after everything I've put her through. It's amazing I have a son and a daughter Michael looks just like me and lexi looks like kira. I can't belive I have kids with Akira of all people it's just to good to be true.

I pulled back up to my house all my happiness now gone as I saw the red car in the driveway. I got out of my car and walked into the house.

I saw briana in her night clothes on the couch watching a movie.

"Uhhh" I said slaming the door.

"Oh mazz your here" she said running over to hug me I backed up.

"Don't call me that" I said. From the begging I told her not to call me that it's a reserved name I've only ever let Akira call me. When I first told her this it was because it brought back memories. But after what just happend I REALLY only wanted Akira to call me that.

"Why" she said folding her arms over her chest.

"What part of get out don't you understand" I said pushing past her and walking into the living room.

"You can't be serious right now"she said dramatically throwing her hands up.

"I'm dead serious I'm tired of this relationship I'm tired of you always acting like a bitch towards me like I owe you something" I semi yelled looking back at her.

"Oh really well I'm tired of you always being depressed over your ex that don't even want you" she yelled back. I have to admit that hurt a little briana always had a way of finding your weak spot and would always use it to her advantage.

"Briana get the hell out" I said sternly.

"Okay I don't give a fuck you sit here and be lonely see if I care" she said picking up her bag.

"And one more thing" she said opening the door.

"Akira dosent want you your a cheater she never will want you because your not special to anyone" she said smirking and slamming tho door behinde her.

I sat in silence thinking about what she had just said. Maybe she is right I don't deserve to have a seconde chance with kira she was probably just being nice earlier she dosent actually care about my feelings.

I frowend putting my head in my hands.

Akira's pov
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Me and the twins were in our night clothes in the living room watching  boss baby.

"Mommy?" Michael said looking up at me. I looked at him.

"Is daddy going to come over tommorow" he smiled excitedly. It felt so weird having this conversation now that everything was out in the open I felt weird.

"I don't know maybe" I shrugged. Michael frowned a little.

"Okay" he said looking back at the tv.

"Mommy if daddy comes over tommorow can we go to the park?" Lexi asked sitting in my lap.

"I guess so" I said smiling at her. She smiled at me and looked back at the screen.

I pulled out my phone and sent scar a message.

Babygirl😪😍- the twins want to go with you to the park tommorw is that okay??

He replied insanely fast.

Scar- yea that's fine what ever time is cool with you

Babygirl😪😍- like 12:00 is fine

Scar- okay 12:00 it is

I put down my phone and looked back up at the screen.

2 hours lAter
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I had already gotten lexi to sleep but Michael wouldn't go to sleep for anything.

"Baby you have to go to bed" I said holding his hands.

"But why mommy" he whined.

"your daddy said he'll take you to the park tommorow if you go to sleep" I said smiling. His eyes lit up.

"Really?!?"

"Yea"

"Can I talk to him on your hello" Michael said refering to my phone I don't know why he calls it a hello.

"Right now??" I asked giving him a confused look. He nodded his head smiling.

"Okay" I shrugged. I took out my phone going to his contact. I put the phone up to my ear.

"hello??" I heard his voice on the other line.

"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up"

"Kira.. no no it's fine uh...what do you need" he said.

"Its just that Michael won't go to sleep until he talks to you" I laughed a little. I heard him laugh aswell.

"Really?" He laughed I could hear the happiness in his voice.

"Yea" I smiled.

"Okay then" he said. I put the speaker on so that Michael could hear now. He grabbed the phone from me excitedly.

"Helloooo" he said.

"Hey" scar said happily.

"Are you my daddy??" Michael asked looking at the phone curiously. Me and scar laughed at him. He looked at me as if asking what was funny.

"Yea buddy I am" scar said.

"Good... mommy said we are going to the park tommorow" he said smiling. 

"Yea we are"

"Well can you teach me basketball please" Michael said.

"Definitely how else are you gonna be awsome at basketball" scar laughed.

"Yay" Michael said excitedly rolling around on his bed.

"Michael befor you go can you do me a favor" scar asked.

"Yea sure" Michael said nodding his head as if scar could see him.

"First off I love you" scar said. Which surprised me I think I actually stopped breathing for a momment.

"I love you to" Michael said happily.

"I want you to tell your sister that I love her aswell" scar continued.

"Okay daddy I will" Michael said handing me the phone. 

"Wait one more thibg" scar said.

"Yes?"

"Tell your mommy I love her very very much" he said in one breath. I caught my self from gasping out loud. I didn't have any words for that. I was on actual hush mode😶.

"Okay I will" Michael said.

"Goodnight daddy"

"Goodnight Michael" he sighed hanging up.

Michael looked at me and burst into a fit of laughter.

"How come you look like this mommy" Michael said opening his eyes widely and opening his mouth. I laughed at his antics.

"Whatever" I said standing up.

"Goodnight Michael" I said kissing him on the cheek.

"Night night mommy" he said giving me a kiss on The cheek. He laid down and I covered him up. I closed his room door and went to check on lexi.

She was snuggled up under her pink and blue cover holding her teddy bear tightly as if it would run away at any moment.

I kissed her on the forehead and closed her door behinde me.

What a day I thought to myself.