WHO YOU WERE; BARRY ALLEN [1/3]

9. HONESTLY

Becoming 'The Flash' has been one of the best and one of the worst things to ever happen to me. It has both taken and given me many things. I've saved so many lives...I've probably ruined more. Everything with Bianca is beyond complicated. It's okay. I've accepted it.

All I want is for you to try to see my side every now and then. That's all I ever wanted. All of these civilians I save...they see me but...they never see my side of the story. They never see what I lose. I don't blame them. I just want to show them. None of them ever seem to listen. I feel more lonely than ever honestly. I'll get over it. Everything's gonna be okay someday.

I've found something to occupy my time recently. You see, after that day, when we kissed, things haven't been quite the same. I'm very worried. Even if she's never gonna fully come back, I just want to save her. But I don't know if I can this time.

I'm afraid that Bianca