What does loneliness means to you?
Loneliness often makes me feels,
Loneliness makes me thinks that maybe having an imaginary friend is not that bad,
Loneliness eats my soul a little bit at a time
And the saddest part is that i am the one that let him
Loneliness crawls to my bed at night and sleeps in my body assuming that this is his home all along
Loneliness hold me too tight like when you hold on to the bar when you are riding on a fast moving roller coaster
And whenever I try to push him further
He hugs me tighter and I can hear his trembled voice,
"Let us be friend."
Now I know that
Maybe loneliness is lonely too
And he just trying to make some friends
Maybe loneliness too,
hold on to others so that he do not lose parts of him
I realized that loneliness is not selfish
He just afraid of being alone
So I taught him how to be comfortable in his own skeleton
I taught him on how to be brave when you are alone,
I taught him that it is okay to be afraid of something
I taught him on how to be on peace when surrounded by deafening silence
Now he is not loneliness anymore
He called himself solitude.
