SHORT Story of moving on.
kung bat ganyan ang title, hindi ko alam
Should have been for future but I guess, no. Time for flashbacks. FEELS OVERLOAD! SORRY FANNEY FOLLOWERS. CAN’T WRITE ANY FANFIC RYT NOW. POSTED SOMETHING: FLIPPED TITLE NIA.
HALF FICTION-HALF NON. EXPERIMENTAL STYLE IN TELLING A STORY. CUT SHORT. EXPERIMENTAL. HAHA!
MAY PART TWO TO KUNG FEEL KO.
Hello! For my lalabbss, Shaira. :)
Labyu
Written in Taglish.
“Break na tayo.”
“Bee, maraming salamat sa lahat. Hinding hindi kita malilimutan.”
“Ha? Anong ibig sabihin mo? You weren’t like that, Lou.”
“You’re letting go too easily. I loved you but if you couldn’t love me as much, you couldn’t trust me that much, this would never work.”
I called him. “Bakit? Bakit? Bakit ka nagkakaganyan?”
“Beatrice.”
That was my whole name. He didn’t usually address me by my full name.
“Pag-usapan natin ‘to, please?”
I couldn’t hear him crying. It seemed like he was only waiting for me to break up with him.
“I’m sorry.”
He hung up.
The best six months of my life was over and it was my fault.
I considered Louis as the most special man in my life. He made me so happy. Our times together were worth cherishing forever. I couldn’t imagine me smiling without faking it. I needed him in my life. I wanted him to come back. I never thought I would be ending it.
Nakilala ko si Louis sa school service. Ang hirap i-elaborate ng story namin. It was an ordinary love story. We first became friends. Then, umamin siya sa akin. We became close, niligawan niya ako. After some time, sinagot ko siya. Pero hindi kasi love story namin ang iku-kwento ko. Yung pagmo-move on ko. At ang mga pinaka-importante at memorable na pinagdaanan ko bago ako maka-move on. Naging boyfriend ko siya Junior ako, Sophomore siya. Nag break kami after 6 months. Saglit lang pero ang sakit.
Senior na ko, di pa rin ako maka-move on.
“Para kang shunga!” Isabelle said. Nagparinig na naman kasi ako sa girlfriend niyang bago. Ayoko magpaka-bitter. Lalong ayokong mag-maganda. Alam niyo ba kung bakit? Hindi naman kasi siya kagandahan talaga. I mean, mas maganda naman ako sa kanya. Yun ang sabi ng mga kaibigan ko. Yun ang gusto kong paniwalaan.
“E, totoo naman kasi. Hindi naman talaga pwedeng mag- PDA dito, ah?” I bellowed.
“Wow, Bee, ang OA mo!” Allie said in rage. Believe me, mas OA pa siya sa akin.
I laughed. “Etong si kilay, kala mo hindi OA.” I called her kilay kasi inahit niya yung kilay niya noon.
“Seriously, te. Move on move on din ‘pag may time.”
“Huh! Tell that to yourself, te!” I said.
“Oo nga. Ito, kala mo, naka-move on na.” Nag second demotion pa si Isa.
“Brandon and I didn’t have anything. There was never an us. ‘Wag mong iibahin ang usapan, Beatrice Dominguez.”
Natawa si Isabelle.
