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Dealing with Nola's pictures and getting this story to an end has my head all over the place, bare with me. Also this is the last chapter.

"Wassup pops.. Is it cool if I go to Xan's house after I finish up with some work?", Cayson quickly asked at my doorway.

"It's gone be some girls at Xan's house?", I asked. 17 year old Cayson was, lets just say, one of those boys. He played around with girls and stop talking to them.

"Why?", he asked smacking his teeth.

"Because I need to know these things. I don't need you catching any type of diseases because these bitches is nasty" I said in my raspy voice.

"Its not like I'm gonna fuck em'.", he reassured me.

"Whatever Bam. But you need to be home by 11. You got school tomorrow."

He groaned and said 'appreciate it' before leaving the room. I heard him yell leave me alone and I chuckled before I picked up my phone and looked at the screen saver. It was of me, Nola, and baby Cayson. We were at a birthday party and had my arm wrapped around her waist as she was holding Cayson, who had a piece of cake in his hand. As soon as the picture snapped he threw the cake in her face and her expression was fucking hilarious. I think its the best picture we have.

It has been years since Lola shot Nola. That was one of the worst days of my life.

Flashback

As soon as the gun went off, Nola fell to the ground. My eyes went wide, I couldn't even move. I was so shocked. Lola dropped the gun and covered her mouth with shaky hands. I got on the ground next to Nola and rolled her over. I looked for the bullet and found the wound right in between her breasts. I was so angry, I couldn't even say shit nor cry.

"Nola can you say somethin' please?", I begged just hoping she would blink or something.

I tried to feel for a pulse but I couldn't feel one. Are you fucking kidding me?

I reached for the gun on the floor and pointed it straight at Lola's head.

"W-what are you doing, Jahseh?", she stuttered.

"What the fuck does it look like I'm doin' Lola?! You just shot your own fucking' daughter. She's d-" I couldn't finish the sentence because I didn't want to believe it was true. "She was the only person that loved me for me after everything I put her through. And you just.. took her away from me!", I yelled.

"You have Cayson. Cayson loves you.", she said with a couple of tears running down her face.

"Do you not understand what i just said?! YOU JUST SHOT YOUR DAUGHTER. Yeah i have Cayson but guess what he doesn't have. A fuckin' mother! She would have been the best mama she could be for him. She could raise him the right way. I cant do this shit by myself! I cant. Not without her", i said shaking my head. I put the gun down to my side. "I'm not even gone kill you. As much as i want to, i want you to live and i want this to haunt you ya whole fuckin' life."

I heard the sirens coming closer and I just sat down with Nola. I picked up her head and laid it down in my lap. I closed my eyes and prayed for the first time. I couldn't live without her.

******

Lola was put into a mental institution instead of jail. They said she was too mentally unstable to be put into a prison.

My phone started reading, interrupting my thoughts. I answered befre looking at the caller I.D.

"Wassup?", I answered.

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