Light in your eyes

Smile for me

Jonghyun's pov
I sat on the clouds in heaven and watched my shawols cry and scream in pain and anguish for me. Many begging that I come back, others becoming inconsolable. My heart started to ache as I looked over onto my band mates, I watched Onew slowly make his way into the room where my body laid, I watched Taemin lay on the ground and cry and become inconsolable. I watched Minho hug and hold key as he cried into his chest and as Minho tried to bite back tears and fail as his body started to shake with sobs. A tear ran down my cheek "Please stop crying,please smile" I whispered. I went down and stood by Minho and Key and smiled softly "Please stop crying hyungs, I'm okay now.." I walked over to Taemin "Taemin ahh~ please get up,don't cry, I lived well..."  but they continued to cry. I walked over to my sister,her body shaking in sobs as she gasped for breathe and cried out for me "Unnie... I'm ok now, I'm happy,please stop crying,please smile." I whispered to her and she cried louder. My mother was kneeled down in front of my memorial rocking and crying "My baby! Jonghyun ahh~!" I whispered softly. "Please stop crying..." I whispered. I looked around at my family and friends and smiled sadly "Please,stop crying. I'm okay now, I'm happier now." I said. I looked out the window to see shawols outside all crying. I shook my head "Smile for me,everyone smile for me. My day may have ended but that doesn't mean yours has to, please stay alive for me... May me happy,make me proud. Live your lives to the fullest for me. Do it for oppa,please. I promise to watch over all of you and keep you safe, just smile for me." Please just smile for me, reader ahh~, smile for me. I'm okay now,smile for oppa, breathe easy. I'm not hurting anymore. Please stay alive for me.... Oppa loves you all. You're all still here in my heart and I'm still in yours so be happy and smile for me. I love you all