Fuck Me|| Ethan Dolan

10

Six Months Later

Ethan and I have been having sex still but I've been getting jealous... As in I have feelings for Ethan.. I hate it because when he has sex with other girls and when he kisses other girls.

I know I know... he's only a fuck buddy but he's also my really good friend and it's just ugh!

Last night Ethan had two girls come over and all you could hear was him banging them and ugh. I hate it when he hangs out with other girls!!!

ETHAN DOLAN
Last night I had two girls come over just so I could get my mind off of Sofia.. I like sofia more than just a friend. I like her! It looks like she's unbothered but sometimes at night around 4 am I'll hear crying in her room and talking with a guy which is probably Grayson because he is sometimes never In his room.

I wonder what going through maybe I should just talk to her and tell her that I like her!

Sofia

I am back home from getting groceries and I see Ethan chilling on my couch with a big smile on his face

"What's up?" I ask him referring to his big smile

"I need to really you something.." Ethan says his mood changing completely. He went from happy to nervous in point five seconds

"What is it.." I ask nervously too

"I've been meaning to tell you but I can't because I get super nervous but.."

Ethan

"I've been meaning to tell you but I can't because I get super nervous but.."

She raises an eyebrow

"I might be getting a puppy" I said not knowing what to say

"Oh shit Ethan" Sofia says all happily

"I know" I said going with her

She's just a friend you dumb fuck! She doesn't like you! Get that out of your head!

I shake my head and thoughts thoughts out

"Ethan I want to-" she stops mid sentence and laughs

"Never mind"

"No tell me baby" I said smiling

Sofia

Fuck his voice and the way he says baby makes me so ugh! I'm falling in love even more!

MONTHS LATER

My feelings got stronger for Ethan and he has been bringing girls over which is kind of a good thing because now I can get away from him that means we haven't had sex in a while

I'm thinking on telling him that I like him today... it's going to be hard like super hard but I gotta do it some day

I wait for hours until Ethan got home and when he finally did I felt like the temperature dropped and I felt myself going a bit pale but I shook it off and played it cool

"Hey ethan"

"Hey sofie what's up" Ethan says giving me a long hug

"I want to tell you something.. you probably will hate me after this and I'm so sorry but-" is top myself

"What is it sofie?" Ethan says concerned

"It's nothing" I say giving him a half smile

"No tell me! What's wrong?"

"No it's really nothing" i say sighing I walk away and sit on the couch

"Sofie you've been doing this to me for so fucking long and it gets on my nerves!" Ethan says raising his voice

"Ethan what if I'm not fucking ready to tell you!" I said raising my voice as well

"You know what Sofia I'm just going to not come back until you're ready to tell me" Ethan said angry

"Go and fuck some other hoes if you want! Go get more fucking STDs!You fuckboy" I yell

He comes up to me super fast and pushes me slightly

"Don't fucking touch me again" I said

"Take it fucking back Sofia!" Ethan said his eyes changing colors from light to dark

"What did you want me to say? Every single girl you've fucked probably has an std! I'm not going to lie!" I shrugged raising an eyebrow

"Fuck you Sofia why are you-" I stop him by saying something I might regret

"I fucking like you Ethan!" I yell

The room goes quite and he furrows his eyebrows tilting his head a bit

"You what?"

"I like you Ethan.." I said tears forming in my eyes

I walk away from him grabbing my stuff and I exit his warehouse I look back to see Ethan still looking the other way and a tear falls

You fucked things up Sofia! What is wrong with you!

Nothing is wrong with me! I just had to tell him some day ok... I can't believe I fucking did this! I'm such an idiot

I feel someone turn me around and kiss me and with my eyes wide open I see Ethan kissing me