Xandria: If Diaries Were Poetry

26-12-2017

Simpler time was
when I thought I were
ready to take the world.
Fearless and bold.
Thought I have seen
all the demons
the world could possibly hold.
I was wrong.

Fairytales,
Happy-ever-after as I close the book.
Lies.
The book of life never ends.
Not until,
Your last beat,
Your last breath,
by the end of the book.
You're on the next series.
New plot, new evil;
Bigger, stronger evil.

The biggest lie of all,
is the evil in which takes form.
Monsters? Ghouls? Life failures?
"Beat your fears to succeed."
How do you 'beat' the evil?
When the evil thing
is the reflection of you?

Can I end this trilogy?
Even without the happy ending?

I'm no longer breezing through life
no longer running
no longer jogging
no longer walking
limping, crawling, dragging
almost to a stop.

Just breathing,
Only breathing.

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A/n:

I'm at a point in which..I am..lost?
An unstable mind.
A bad place.