"Dear beloved Kaede,
I am severely depressed. I don't know what to do without you in my life. I've been trying to calm myself, but I can't. Why did you do it??? Why??? Why would you leave me alone!? I can't take it anymore. It's driving me crazy. It was our first wedding anniversary, why would you leave me then? I thought we were happy...... I miss you........
Anyhow, to be on a brighter note, since you left me, I haven't done anything but sit around and mourn your death. You're all I can think about. You're the only one for me. No one else. Remember the vow we made? We said we'd leave eachother at the same time, together, so we could never betray one another or hurt eachother over our deaths. I haven't even been able to walk in our room. All I can think of is your slitted throat as you lay on our bed. I can't bring myself to go in there, I just can't; so I've had to cope with sleeping on the sofa.
It's more comfortable than I remember, ey? Remember when we sat on this sofa, laughing over that stupid moment when I accidentally bought us a resort to the bahamas? I miss those times. I miss you. Danggit, I got tear stains on the paper. Sorry for my informal manner. I said I'd be strong for you, but we all see how that's working out.....
Always waiting for you, Saihara"
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Always Waiting~
FanfictionStatus: finished . Form: letter fanfic . WARNING!!! Contains suicidal actions and/or thoughts. . Saihara had been married to Kaede. On their wedding anniversary, Kaede commits suicide. Saihara ends up feeling lost without her. Read to figure out wh...
