Who knew that what I was about to say was going to end it all. Who knew that by me saying this sentence, my whole future would change. Everything would be different, my whole life turned around. I still don't know where to go, who is good and bad, what is wrong and right. Everything that I know will change and I haven't even got used to this place yet. This sentence will change my life and as I see it many others too.
People change, that is something that I have just always accepted, whether become great or take the road to darkness where they will never be trusted by the light again. My heart has always been in the middle, different. I have never fit in. I am okay with that. It does become quite stressful at times, trying to be someone, something that I am not. That I will never be. This is just what I have to do to be happy, or at least to stay alive.
The different aren't wanted here, they are seen as bad, breaking out from the colony of the lost who only do what they are told, too scared to stand up and do what is the unknown. These different people. They can do things that the others cannot. They see this as intimidating. Like come on who wouldn't it's not like they are completely innocent. Remember they are on both sides. They are both innocent but the polar opposite if you cross their path in the wrong way.
These people, the different. I have been studying them in all kinds of ways since I can remember. I have never actually met one who has admitted to being a different, no one admits. They will die if they do so. In my sixteen years of life I have dreamed of someday meeting one, seeing the phenomenon and knowing, knowing exactly who they are but just seeing the person, human they really are. The people that I speak about know who they are. From what I have been to find, you get a feeling, a feeling which is unknown. You push it to the back of your mind and focus of being dark or be in the light. This feeling becomes stronger and stronger until it takes over your mind and makes you who you are destined to be.
Your body knows what it wants, it will do what it wants to do. There is two ways to stop an active differents mind. One, you could kill them and secondly you could give them a fluid. A fluid made up of different poisons that the government conducted up to ruin the different. Their kind is wrong in our world, so the superior leaders take them away, no matter what kind of person they are. They will be eliminated. That really shouldn't happen. They may not be the same as us but there are very few differences between us. They do everything that we do. They live their life in the same way that we do.
Life isn't fair and I can't believe that people can come around and just decide that what they say goes. Not matter the consequences. Everything the superior leaders and the government do is okay, even when it is not. These two groups are completely different in every way, well that's what people say. But if you ask me they are the exact same, they want the same thing and everything. Don't believe people in our town they are brainwashed by the stupidity of our leaders. It is an inconvenience that I am forced to follow behind them.
