I stood there surprised for why he was here. He looked confused because I was crying and Kyle's mean face expression. Kyle picked his phone off the table and brushed past Darrion. I allowed Darrion to come in and closed the door.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" he asked.
"He tried to have sex with me and I-I-I wasn't wasn't ready. He got tired of me not being ready so he decided that we shouldn't be together anymore. He showered me with gifts and food so I could give it up the coochie. I feel I-I-I don't-t-t know how to feel-l-l" I said still crying.
"Damn Journee, I never knew he was good enough. I can't believe he actually did this. Jo, you're a bad ass chick. I know you're sad and all but I want my chance. I've changed for you. I've been going to church too. And I even got baptized. I feel so good knowing I've changed for the better" he said starting to cry.
I wiped the tears off of his face. I looked in his eyes to see that he actually changed. I felt it in my heart that he actually meant every word he said. He pulled me into a hug as we cried on each other shoulders.
2 weeks later
"You okay Jo?" says Darrion.
"Im good Day , just hurry up so we can cuddle" I said smirking.
"Okay I will" he said laughing.
I know what you're thinking. Jo and Darrion are together. No we are not. Darrion has helped me out a lot. We're helping each other stay humble. I'm not ready for another relationship right now. Darrion is proving to me that he is trying to change and I like that.
I put my headphones back in and started listening to ' Gummo by 6IX9INE'. In my opinion, this is a song you want to fight to. It's so violent. The song ended fast and I went to my Bryson Tiller playlist. He's my favorite young R&B singer right now. When I get in my feelings I listen to him.
When I clicked on it 'Young Nudy x Barbecue' started playing. I actually stopped it from playing thru my headphones and cut my beat pill on. It was already connected so I hit play and started dancing. I actually started rapping along too.
imma real street nigga fr
imma get that money yeah fr
yo hoe wanna fuck and a grill
i wanna slap meat on the grill
i just wanna be the king of the hill
big slimeball yeah be fr
y'all niggas went out fr
i am the realest of the realest
I was rapping along with music so loud that I didn't notice Darrion come back. I opened my eyes to see him rapping along too as the song came off. Next , 'Young Nudy x Fatsane' came on. I chuckled to myself. I could've sworn this was the Bryson Tiller playlist. But we rapped the words together.
im good , im high
im straight on that bitch
ive been getting too much money
too much cake on that bitch
bitch wanna fuck on me
too late lil bitty bitch
i got too many hoes
wanna eat on this dick
yeah that's real shit
young nigga from apartment
13 years old when I started doing this shit
fucking all these hoes when i started doing this shit
you know how it go when you start doing this shit nigga
I stopped to catch my breath watching Darrion continue. This had to be my 'Bitch Get Lit' playlist cause this ain't no where near Bryson Tiller.
"Aye Jo , I know you don't like Janesha and all but she's having a party. And I think we should go to get our mind off of things" he said while turning the Bluetooth off.
"Okay Day , I'll go. Lemme get dressed" I said.
"Ight" he said.
