What Is Sanity (Jeff The Killer/BEN Drowned/Eyeless Jack story)

Prologue

Prologue:

Dear Journal, or should I say, my remaining sanity, and my family

10/17/14

I guess this entry should be known as a goodbye to you all...

My Father,

I'm sorry... you probably won't understand as to why I'd do this, but there's a lot more to know than you think... I met a man, he goes by the name of Jeff... we... we've been through a lot... I'm sorry...

My Mother,

Fuck you. All you've done since I was born was abuse me, treat me like shit, leave me, and I could go on but I only have so much time left... just to let you know, you are one of the reasons I'm doing this.

Brother,

You're probably clueless as to why I'd do this to. Well I know what you say. You say I lie. Lie about my bullying, cutting, suicide attempts I'VE DONE IT, I've been pushed, beat up, shoved, had rumors spread about me, stabbed, been thrown out of a truck, been raped, and many more things, but, like I said, I only have so much time...

Goodbye to all of you, even the ones who've treated me the worse, been through worse or nothing at all...

Good bye my sanity