The Big bad alpha and the rogue (complete)

What Now?

"Please, please, do something. Respond in any way. Squeeze my hand, twitch your nose. Anything to show me you're in there!"

Jaxon had been trying to get me to move for days.

I'm awake, but I can't open my eyes or even squeeze his hand in the slightest of movement.

The doctor had said that there was no evidence of damage on me that could have paralyzed me or anything, but he didn't have an explanation for us.

I wanted to do something, anything at all, to put Jaxon's mind at ease.

He didn't deserve this worry, and I felt like such a bad mate for causing this kind of stress in the already hectic life of an Alpha.

I concentrated really hard, and managed to barely twitch the thumb on my right hand, which was currently wrapped in Jaxon's hands.

"Payton, are you in there? Are you okay? Doctor! She moved!" Jaxon's worried and excited tone made me want to laugh, he was always so serious and professional.

I know the doctor or a nurse must've come in because I felt people messing with the machines and the various I.V.s connected to me.

"She remains the same, except her already healthy heartbeat seems stronger. She must be conscious, and probably trying to move." An unfamiliar voice said.

Maybe it's a new doctor, I've been able to hear the one that is usually in here.

I managed to let out a small whimper as my prior minor headache morphed into a full blown migraine.

Ugh.

I hate headaches.

"It's okay, baby. We're going to figure out what's wrong and then I'm going to bring you home. I'm so so sorry."

I could Jaxon was holding back tears because his voice cracked a little at the end.

I used all the strength I had to give his hand another squeeze, only this time I used all of my fingers.

I tried to move my mouth, and could only move it a little.

I tried to make words come out, only succeeding in hurting my already dry throat.

"Water," I stuttered out.

I felt a cold glass being pressed to my lips in a matter of ten seconds.

I greedily drank the cool liquid being offered to me by the saint in front of me.

My throat felt so much better now that I had some water.

"I love you so much Payton. Please don't leave me again."

But do I love him?

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

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Im going to be honest, I actually cried when I saw that I have over 600 reads. Thank you so much guys for reading and actually sticking with the story. I said before that I'm 13, but I just wanna throw out there that my 10 year old little sister is now taller than me. I don't like that. That is not how this is supposed to work. I am still sick and thanks anyone who sent me a message saying get well. It really means a lot right now. I'm getting better and b we still don't know what exactly is wrong but that's that. So...

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