✓ CALIFORNIA WITH LOVE. ▹ Lumax AU

ix. M TO L

tw; mentions of physical abuse

luca,

i'm sorry if the text is messy and blotted. i'm crying and shaking. and you know i don't cry.

misty told EVERYONE about what happened with me, and why i came back.

she got up on stage in the middle of the dance in that disgusting pink dress and stopped the music. then she just told everyone that my stepfather and stepbrother were abusive and that they hurt me, and their was a whole legal scandal and my mom was forced to give me up because she was a neglectful parent and that's why i moved back here, not because it was my choice.

everyone looked at me, luca. everyone. they all just turned and stared at me.

i had to get out of there. so i ran. i ran and i ran all the way home and now i'm sitting here in my now dirty dress and i'm shaking. it's nine pm and my dad's out on a date and i'm alone and i absolutely hate everything right now.

apparently she found out because my dad told her mom because he thought we were friends. we're not and i will never forgive her. i'm usually bad about talking about my feelings but i'm so angry and sad that it's all falling out of me.

there's school tomorrow. i don't want to go because i know i'm going to walk in and everyone is going to stare and whisper at the freak who was abused.
people will come up to me and tell me they're sorry with wide eyes, waiting to hear my response so they can tell their friends. this is why i wanted to keep it a secret.

i am not what happened to me. i am more than that.

fuck misty so fucking much. i hate her, i hate this place, i hate my school. the only thing i don't hate right now is you.

max.