BTS 8th member

✨Jonghyun✨

Warning: This is a very touchy story,talks about suicide and mental illness please call someone if this is happening to you!! #Love yourself

A/N:I miss him so much!! Please if you are struggling please talk to someone!!((this was very hard for me to write))

You were in the sofa watching TV until J hope came in sad "yo whats wrong?" I told him he stared at me with a tear coming down his cheek "y/n..J-Jonghyun committed suicide.." You froze..you just heard your best friend from SHINee killed them self?! You started to cry you hugged j hope has he cried with you too..

The rest of the boys heard about it too you and SHINee were best friends you could feel the pain how it is for them..you guys got dressed to go pay respect for him you guys dressed in black and you guys got in the car..the whole way you were listening to their music you tried not to cry but you couldn't hold..the boys were sad as well they wanted to cry so bad but they hold it in..

When you guys got there you saw the rest of SHINee crying you went to pay respect and you then wiped your tears..you went to talk to SHINee and you hugged them you guys were crying a lot..

Few days past and you guys were at a awards show you got the chance to perform your song for Jonghyun...you started to sing as the beat started to go fast you started to cry and you crouched down crying..you got back up and tried to continue to sing but your voice cracked because of the sadness..you saw some k pop idol crying as well even the boys..you kept sing..

Everyone clapped when it finished and you started to cry even harder as you left stage..you went down and the boys hugged you saying "its going to be alright.." You nodded sadly..when you guys got back home you saw nasty comments on the song..you started to get mad so you decide to make a video to those haters.."hello its y/n from bts..so um i saw some nasty comments on the song..i'll like to say something to those people who are hating...first of all some one died SOMEONE LITERALLY DIED SOMEONE WHO WAS SO SPECIAL LITERALLY DIED BECAUSE OF PEOPLE FREAKIN HATING ON HIM MAKING HIS LIFE SO HARD HE STRESSED OUT!!!" You began to cry again.

"I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HATERS ARE ACTING LIKE THIS?! AT LEAST BE NICE TO THE BAND WHO LITERALLY LOST A MEMBER AT LEAST PAY RESPECT TO THE BAND AND PLEASE CHANGE YOUR DAMN ATTITUDE THIS IS SO SICK I SWEAR PLEASE Y/N OUT!" You stopped the video and you posted it  the next day this became rirual on social media even the boys saw it.They felt your pain..you checked the video and their was so many likes and a lot of amazing comments you smiled and said "We all love you Jonghyun.."..