Anxiety Falls

Anxiety Bay

Anxiety drills with no alarms
     lays in wait, greeting you far before dawn.

In dreams, feeling tortured
      tied up and beaten, your eyes flutter open
              voices in wordless whips, thumb jitters.

Why must I wake, hasn't He heard my sorrowful song?
Hasn't He seen what life provided my dad?
Or, what my father did to himself, as a matter of fact?

The thing is, He works within each flesh provided
       inner vibrations, chakras aligned.

Taking Hawaiian stories of Mana, hidden in the bones
        connecting it to eastern thoughts, universal understanding.

Above the ones idolized leaves a big truth denied
       If our God, is not their named God
               then there must be a maker for those.
       For every origin story starts with one person
               becoming two.
         Or, is there a story that begins with both being
               at the very beginning of time?
         There are articles and beliefs revealing this in Genesis
                who knew?

But, one can only deny that we are part Gods if living in denial
        with the gift of breath, and feel this beautiful life.

We long to find Eden, the original place
         overlooking that Eden is this globe
                the planet we are guests on.

We are hosted by mother nature
        and other energies defined
             hate has become a frustrated muse
                      his boil is soon to rise.

After all rises, comes a fall
       not even gravity can deny
            whatever field it involves.

Is this to imply that we are the cause of the fall
       after all, it is the laws of supply and demand
                 or not?

But, how does one survive in the land of money
        where money is the decider social standings?

In order to have a say, you must have technology
        or do it the good ol way, speaking out in the community?

But, even speaking out in the community offers you many things
         someone else will have a device and record what you say.

But, without technology your words will little matter at all
         because transport involves technology, unless you utilize boats.

You can rarely do anything, without the need to spend money
        gas, food, gadgets, wheels and insurance to comfortably be.

But, it's all in the eye of the beholder
         truth to reality in life.

Those often living reality, question their own minds.

Instead of accepting all signals in body, digging deeper
         dissolving and progressing True lesson from Teacher.

Life, the Teacher
         experience at Her call
               only you are the keeper
                     of what your thoughts decide.

Anxious thoughts leads to anxious behaviors
        have a lesson involved when caught in a dipper.

Keep sticking to what print you want to leave
       instead of what stumbles strengthen your feet.

Keep your True Self always in sight
        speaking kindly to the One that provides your soul.

Within us, the Cell, Absolute, Truth
       connected frequencies, rise in shift

They call it Ascension, I use laymen terms
      for fear of another thinking I'm above themselves.

But, anxiety will have you thinking that
       my anxiety could be my demon
             but I've identified what's mine
                   leading to thank you
                        where most would apologize.

We make amends, for the ego
         apologizes are for the soul.

A true apology should be a thank you
        I've finally saw our previous lesson unfold.
At the moment I stepped out
        and I thank you for being a part of
              the lesson I should have learned long ago
                    blindly I didn't want to practice right.

For me, it was about how to get attention
         play the victim and be the observer.

There's only one thing that is found in pain
         a lesson for the source and grow it away.

Even plants give a sag when they lack nourishment
        but to be able to say that means I was not keeping up with it.

Lesson learned, I'm an observe the pain type of learner
        I'm practicing now to follow the True Word.

One of unconditional love, being truth from all
        instead of coded, misinterpreted regurgitations
                        let's become our own source.

Own our anxiety, own it before it does you
        it's a business
               we cope with remedies
                     denial at front
                             pain is accepted in hangover form
                                     but we judge another's delights.

Let's put a breather break when conflict meets light.

Put a laugh when you usually cry
        keep up the rhythm of your own vibe
                when life becomings a building of
                                     all doves cry.