*Daisy's POV*
I sat in Kurt's basement with him Krist and Dave watching as Nirvana practiced. Amongst listening to the good music, I began to think of the right way to tell Scott that things just weren't going to work.
I finally decided that I needed to be as gentle as possible cause it was going to hurt no matter what.
"You doing any better Daisy?" Kurt asked as practice had finished.
"Yeah a little, thank you all for being here for me." I told Kurt.
"No problem Daisy, we don't know ya very well but we do know Eddie and we know he wants you to be happy and so do we." Krist said as he gave me an awkward hug. Dave and Kurt just smiled and nodded their heads in agreement.
*Eddie's POV*
I finally was super worried so I called Kurt to see if he'd seen Daisy anywhere. Scott was still siting with me just as worried.
"Hey, Kurt have you seen Daisy?" I asked as soon as Kurt answered the phone.
"Yeah uhm last night she came over and hung out with me, Krist and Dave over at Dave's place. She stayed with Dave last night and she's been with the three of us all day watching band practice and hanging out." Kurt said. I sighed in relief, Daisy was okay.
"Thanks Kurt, I was just a Little worried given the way she took off last night." I said.
"No problem man." Kurt said before we hung up the phone.
"So Scott, she was just hanging out with the guys of Nirvana." I told him.
"That's good, I was worried something happened to her." Scott said as he exhaled in relief.
*Daisy's POV*
Dave, Kurt and Krist decided to walk me back to mine and Eddie's place. I was ready face what I had do even though it wouldn't be easy. Once I was inside Kurt, Krist and Dave walked away.
"You okay now Daisy?" Eddie said as he saw me.
"Yeah I am Eddie, and Scott can we step outside and talk?" I asked quietly not quite prepared for what I was about to do next.
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I walked back inside tears in my eyes. I knew I would wind up fighting with him as things ended. I say down on the floor in front of the closed front door with my knees tucked into my chest. I felt like shit, Eddie must have been in the bathroom. I say there and cried because I hurt him. My feelings may have changed but that didn't mean I wanted to hurt him.
Eddie came out of the bathroom, caught off guard by the fact that I was bawling in front of the front door. He came and sat beside me.
"Daisy what's wrong why are you crying?" Eddie asked as he pulled me into his arms.
"It's over and I hurt him just like I didn't want to." I whispered.
"Oh shit, Daisy I'm so sorry that happened." He whispered to me.
"Eddie?" I said looking at me.
"Yes?" He responded.
"I love you Eddie, like really do truly love you." I spoke in a whisper.
"I love you too Daisy, come on let's get you in your room so you lie down for a while." Eddie said with a small smile. I just nodded, he lifted me off the ground and carried me to my room. Just as he was about to leave I spoke.
"Stay... please?" I asked in a whisper.
"Of course." He said as he came to lie beside me. I felt so terrible I hurt Scott but now I just wanted to sleep and pretend for a little while that I was perfectly happy.
Eddie pulled me close to him because I was still sobbing softly. I felt like I wanted to be sick because of how much I cried.
"Daisy take a deep breath and look at me. You're gonna make yourself sick of you keep this up." Eddie said soothingly as he ran his hand through my hair.
"I know I just never wanted it to be this tough." I said in a defeated whisper.
"Daisy, I know you ended it but why you seemed like you loved him a lot." Eddie spoke barely above a whisper.
"Because Eddie, I realized I loved him but I wasn't in love with him. Also because Eddie I've been hiding a big secret from you. I'm in love with you Eddie." I said staring at the ceiling.
"I love you too Daisy but I'm sure you already knew that." Eddie said as he kissed the top of my head. As I laid there in his embrace things started to feel somewhat okay again. With Eddie it seemed like the pain was disappearing. I liked the feeling but was scared that it wouldn't last and I'd be feeling like shit the minute I was away from Eddie.
