My life is a mess

My first time

Flashback. Rihanna is a girl which grow without a father .he always make promise but it never came. hi guys this is my first book so please comment an tell me if you like it ........................................ Please give it a like I don't got no friend as yet so please enjoy i was at school one day an i found out my best friend Danielle is with my ex but it didn't hurt me because i just meet her in grade 8 she was nice an so i decide to make her my friend because she was my ex girlfriend then i get to like her an we walk together when it lunch time. Then one day i get to know that danielle was talking shit about me that i like the boy .I said to her"bitch shut u f***king mouth if i want him i could get him u fucking asshole" from that day I came from nice to bad . My dad told me that am dead to him so I always tell my self that I don't like that piece of asshole .Now I like a boy he is so fricking cute. We txt alot but one thing thou he has his gf an I am fricking single I cant wait to have my first kiss I said to my self I am a girl that really want her first kiss by a boy who is gonna be loyal ...dont get me wrong half of this world is fake ppl 'on bad ppl am just not doing those one day I fell asleep at my mom friend house an fell a sleep then I feel someone rubbing me down when I look I said where the fuck am I he said" it me can i have sex with you " i run out of the house in the late nite an went to my bed i didn't tell my mom because i understand that he was drunk after every thing i get that off my mind an went to visit my sister an brother .we went to the tattoo shop an my sister put on tattoo ..when we were done a friend of me an my sister was coming to put on tattoo so we wait an them ..we follow them to their yard to change .one of the girl said " can we come an drink an smoke" my sister said yes u can so we bring them one of the girl was ready but the next one plan to stay next door with her boyfriend so she let her boyfriend bring her home.but when she call the boy he said no she cant sleep over so she end up staying over ..in the late night the girl start rubbing my bottom ;playing with my clit an my breast I was so afraid of her cas she is wicked so I went on the other bed in the morning she was asleep I woke my sister an told her an let her go home sorry that It was so short but hope u enjoy