Malum one shots (Boyxboy)

Malum one shots

Warning: This may be triggering!!
depression,cutting, suicidal thoughts
Otay! Hope u enjoy

LETS BEGIN!

(Michael's p.o.v.)

Why were people so right?

Why,how did they know everything?

I think about what they say...

It's true

Everything they say is true..

No matter how hard I try to push away the thoughts.

It comes back

Why am I even on this earth anymore?

How can people even look at my ugliness?

"Hey it's time to go to on stage" Calum tells me

He doesn't know I cut and have these thoughts.

No one knows.

I don't want to worry them.

"Ok Cal" I put on my best fake smile.

"Oh yeah later wanna play some FIFA with me Luke cheats and plus your funnier to play with" he smiles

I nod and get up.

"Okay, let's go" I walk out of the room with Cal behind me

I grab my guitar with the X on bottom right.

I'm wearing this long grey sweater to cover my shingles.

So I guess I'll be playing with sweater paws tonight.

"U look cute" Ashton winked playfully

He turned to see Luke with a jealous look on his face.

"Oh come on Lukey I still love u" he kissed Luke on the lips

Yeah if your wondering there dating.

Luke blushed "I love u to ashy"

I wish someone loved me.

And by some one I mean Calum..

Oh who am I kidding he will never love me!

We walk onto the stage, we are singing Don't stop

You're like perfection, some kind of holiday

You got me thinking that we could run away

You want I'll take you there,

You tell me when and where,

Oh oh oh oh

But then I asked for your number,

Said you don't have a phone

It's getting late now,

I gotta let you know

That everybody wants to take you home tonight

But I'm gonna find a way to make you mine

Don't stop doin' what you're doin'

Every time you move to the beat

It gets harder for me

And you know it, know it, know it

Don't stop 'cause you know that I like it

Every time you walk in the room

You got all eyes on you