Quiet Girl(Studxstud)

1️⃣~Jayla

Jayla in mm^ 😍

Hey my names Jayla but I go by... well used to go by Juice ima just tell you about me since the writer thinks it aint good enough rolls my eyes

Anyway I'm 17 and I go to Buckwild high school I see why it's called that because this school only have hoes but anyway I have a sister well Had a sister she stopped talking to after she thought I lied and I don't have a mom just a egg donor and a father who should die in hell.

She left me to go be with him after she watched him do that and didn't bother to help her child and they both sold me for crack I got away at the age of 15 it started when I was 5 and she beat me when she found out that I was gay my sister was to pussy to do it with me

Me and my sister Deja don't talk anymore we was like hella close till I told her what happened that night

Flashback to 9th grade

I was walking to my room tryna figure out how ima tell my sister what happened hopefully she'll believe me while I'm pasting back and forth tryna figure what the fuck to say I think ima say this " look sis I gotta tell u sum important " nah nah that's stupid

My door opened and I heard a voice " what u gotta tell me"

She comes in here with some food and not share I gave her that look and she sighed and gave me some u know when a bitch see food and she gets all happy inside.. yup that's me

Soo I looked at her " sus I gotta tell u something important " I start playing with my fingers I can feel her look at me and she knows I'm serious

"So dad raped me when I was 3 momma didn't help just watched then they sold me for crack and they still are " I started crying replying it in my head made me cry Wrose and I fell to the floor which hurts because I came out yesterday and got beaten

I thought she'll understand and be there for me u know say the basics like " its okay "i gotchu " but I didn't get that I got a kick in the stomach

"Why are you - " I kept getting kicked she keeps saying im lying or ima slut like I thought u were gonna be there for me but I guess I was wrong this is not a family ion know wtf this is

After all them kicks I just passed out and woke up in a hospital

Flashback over

I felt my face wet but u know ima thug so I took that shit off fast cause thugs don't cry but I went to the bathroom did my routine came back put on some coco butter but on my olive hoodie white shirt black jeans and my 12s

Grabbed everything and was about to walk out the door something didn't feel right ... forgot my durag but my black durag on and locked my apartment and hopped in my Benz

oh I forgot to tell y'all I left that house and bought a apartment and my sister hates me well foster sister i don't claim her with her fugly ass

Listening to my favorite song on my way there "no feelings " by  sig Roy

"Wednesday night I'm faded
Lotta things u said to me
I keep it in my past though
   Cause right now it don't mean that much to me
Talking to my side chick
And im not even with the other one"

Got to this shitty ass school I just wanted to die right there like who wanted us to go here half of this shit ain't gonna help me in life

Nobody isn't here so expect for the teachers and that's why I come to see my mom not that crack head ass bitch my gay mother only person I talk to. she's just like me creative,. Smart , and loving

I was walking in to school looking at my Instagram which had a lot of dms I decided to check them and they all just said I'm ugly or kill ur self and other shit sometimes they get to me I done nothing to them but since my foster sister popular they do it for her
My old homies are her dogs now well what she wants from me cause she took it all like- my thoughts were knocked away by this fine ass piece of lightskin

"My bad ma " she said that as she licking her lips I feel like a ocean down there I just nodded and walked away....