One A Day

June 2nd Trigger Warning

I'm Sorry.

 

i'm sorry for all the lies

for the fake smiles

and forced little laughs.

i'm sorry for making you believe i was fine.

i'm sorry for all the clothes i wear,

for the sweatpants

and longsleeved shirts.

i'm sorry for hiding away all my scars from you.

i'm sorry for all the music.

for walking around with headphones in.

and blaring it into my ears.

i'm sorry for tring to block out the world; and you.

i'm sorry for all the words

for the notebooks stashed around

and the stroies i write.

i'm sorry for writing more then i talk to you.

it's all my way of surviving.

if not for these little things i'd be gone.

if not for all of this i would not be me.

i would not be the girl you love.

i am sorry

i really don't mean any harm.