Dead Inside

She's Gone isn't She...

FATHERS PERSPECTIVE

Blue and Red lights outside my door

I'm like, what the hell the cops here for?

I wish I was ready for what they were about to tell me next

Some bullshit. Said my Samantha shot herself in the head?

I slammed the door, didn't wanna believe what they were saying

Oh lord, please say this is a different Sammy.

All day I was wishing and praying

My Sammy? Nah they gotta be playing

Sam is way stronger than that

I think they mistaken

Oh lord, could it be?

That my girl has left me ?

Minutes go by , and I stumble upon this note

Sammy, i know you didn't please...OH NO

This is my 20th time reading this fucking letter!

I'm sorry Sammy, I wish I paid more attention to you better

Me and your mother

In this cold ass world, you were our only sweater...

Couple hours go by and I'm shaking

The walls of reality are caving

This is real isnt it, Sammy's gone there's no faking...

And I don't mean to be insensitive

But there were other ways, you could've prevented this

You left me here all alone to, rot

And I can't help but to think this was all your fault

You took the easy way out...

Fuck, maybe it was my fault... goddamn it i'm stressin

Maybe I should've paid more attention

I know hurting me wasn't your intention

But I'm here, slowly dying

Can't help but to keep crying

This shit is leaving me breathless

Oh Sammy, how could you be so selfish?

Now you're gone and you left me so helpless...