Poems and Songs

Dead Eyes

you say that i'm stupid for wanting to die 

but you already killed me 

you would know if you looked me in the eye

the scars are inside me 

hiding away from sight

you have hurt me more than words can say

you left me trapped with no way to fight

i can only stay silent

as you ripped away my voice

you paralyzed me taking away my movement

you took away my ability to have a choice

these words i can never say to you

in fear you would harm me

death is the only option i can choose 

since you tortured me slowly

you ask me why choose death 

i said it was the only way

it was for the best

you killed me on the inside anyway

you were supposed to care

you were supposed to love me

not give me dispare 

for you are the woman who birthed me

you blamed everything on me

you took away all i had 

you lead me to insanity   

you were nothing but bad

just leave me be and let me rest

you have caused me enough pain

let my heart stop beating in my chest

doing this what did you have to gain

but to give me dead eyes

only to give me suffering 

just to kill me on the inside 

and turn my mind into a void of nothing