I lost myself through time
Now I don't know what's real and what's notThe pain that's killing me inside
Makes me want to scream and cryBut not because I'm sad
But because I'm mad
It kills me that I care
The rage haunts me every dayI live with the nightmares that others have caused
There's a million things I would rather be doing but this is not oneWriting my feelings in a paper is not my ideal pastime
The days go by and it feels like there's no way outI lost myself through time
It seems as if the impossible will never arriveMy dreams are the only escape out of this mess
Like I was destined to sit pretty and obeyI've been so used to this circle of life that it scares me to death
Can my life really come to just this?If so I don't want to live
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Heavy Heart
Poetry**Hello Readers! This collection of poetry was written 3 years ago when I was in a very dark place in my life. It's also my first poetry book so it might not be as great as I think lol I loved writing this book as weird as that sounds mostly becaus...