I used to love nightfalls, because it meant escaping daybreakI used to love nightfalls, because it would
Hold me and hypnotize me with its soothing
Sounds until I fell into a deep sleepBut now I just list reasons why I don't want to go to sleep
I list reasons why I don't want to live
I list reason, because that's all my mind
Could do when nightfall creeps
Behind me like the monsters under my bed I once fearedNow I don't fear anything but living
Breathing, can't you feel it?
It's getting heavier the more that I try to breath
I'm suffocating in my own fearHatred
Well I'm the granade and as soon as I touch the ground
Hatred and fear comes to shove
And all you see are fireworks, but not the pretty ones
The deadly onesMy daybreaks used to be my cage
And I would be locked in till the sun would fadeBut now, now I'm caged either way and I
Can't find the loophole that will unbound me from this forceI used to love nightfalls, and I used to hate daybreaks
Now I'm stuck between the dead and the living
Which makes me a zombie
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