my best freinds brother sketch x reader

i have depression

Guys every time you cut its a cry for help and when people tell you to stop they think that helps. Well it hurts sitting here watching your best freinds worry about you and try to force you to eat and you have to wear a hoodie or a ling sleeve shirt to cover up your scares and when I refuse to eat its me saying that I'm already ugly enough I don't need to be fat on top of that. I think about suicide everyday I wake up and think that if I killed myself the world would be a better place the school would be to. I know no one really cares and my life don't matter and I act strong everyday it gets tiring to sit there and listen to your bff say how bad of a life she has when I'm hurting deep down thinking about suicide. But i put on a smile everyday I stay strong everyday and I have hope that the world can become a better place mabey it can mabey it can't ill never know