I was so damned crazy pathetic creature whom always having the same old freaking problem...
What is it?
An effective realization always come to an end.
Yeah, I don't value every effort his doing for my sake....
I don't care about him...
I don't even know when was his birthday... how many are they in their family...
I don't care if his into me... if he knows me that well..
If he really loves me...
I don't freaking care.
Hell, I'm selfish according to him but why is it he still falls for me?
-_-
Oh well, the main point of this is simple.
I'd realize everything when he sent the very last SMS.
Quoted:
~"I love you.
If it took you for a while to realize that I am saying the truth... and so be it...
I am just here.
But if you really don't want me then....
I'll leave ."
And then I replied :
"I don't want you....."
That was the last and he's gone.
Until now....
My head, my heart as well as my being are filled of confusions.
Exactly?
What was I'm going through?
That freak guy ... why does he keeps on crossing my mind this past few days?
Ugh!
I hate this frustrated feeling inside me.
This is not me.
I don't want him.
I don't love him.
Am I being denial?!?
Freakin' needing a help.
~JK
