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{fifteen} here we go

billdenbrough: oh lord, here we go.

trashmouthtozier: what???

eddiek: pms please

trashmouthtozier: okay..

bevvv: good luck eddie

billdenbrough: good luck ed

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private messaging

eddiek: what the fuck richard

eddiek: whats your problem? what are you hiding?

trashmouthtozier: hiding?

eddiek: STOP ACTING SO FUCKING CLUELESS

trashmouthtozier: its not an act

eddiek: you've ignored me. i wrote u a paragraph literally with the words i love you like a hundred times, and you just respond saying YOURE BUSY. BUSY ENOUGH TO FUCKING TELL YOUR BOYFRIEND YOU LOVE HIM?

trashmouthtozier: i told you after, but i was REALLY busy. i had so much fucking homework to do, and the math was very hard. i barely had time to text you anything. excuse me for trying to keep my grades up

eddiek: but after that you said you didn't want to come over my house? what the fuck?

trashmouthtozier: am i not allowed to say no? i didn't feel like it

eddiek: why didn't you feel like it though.

trashmouthtozier: because i wasn't up to it.

eddiek: bullshit

trashmouthtozier: okay, if you want to know so bad, my parents were fighting, and my dad is leaving my mom. i'm sorry i was trying to be there for her, and i'm sorry i'm obviously such a bad boyfriend for fucking having sympathy for someone and not paying attention to YOU FOR EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF THE DAY!

trashmouthtozier: NOW MY MOOD JUST FUCKING TURNED SO JUST FUCK OFF BEFORE I SAY SOMETHING I DONT MEAN.

eddiek: i thought- i'm sorry, i didn't know,

trashmouthtozier: now i'm the fucking bad guy because you didn't like the truth. always fucking happens

eddiek: no, you aren't the bad guy,

eddiek: i should've just accepted that you didn't feel like it. i shouldn't have pushed

trashmouthtozier: yeah no shit

eddiek: sorry

trashmouthtozier: yeah sorry for freaking out

eddiek: ugh i really hate these kind of arguments. we need to stop arguing so much

trashmouthtozier: then we both need to stop overreacting on stupid things.

eddiek: let's try that from now on. but also- we need to tell each other EVERYTHING to prevent anything happening like this again okay?

trashmouthtozier: okay

eddiek: no more arguing over stupid stuff.

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billdenbrough: and that's how we had our first kiss.

bevvv: STENBROUGH I SHIP SO CUTE

will.byers: aw cute story bill and stan

trashmouthtozier: woah what the fuck did we miss