Fallen

Prelude

Hello, just beginning this story with the most recent happening of my love life which I'm currently going through and having dilemmas about. 

Read, comment maybe gimme some advice on what I should/ should have done.

xx 

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When you fall in love again after so long but this time not with the person but his words.

Sounds so superficial but you actually liked his presence hanging around. However with every of his texts, you tell everyone else that he is annoying and you are stressing out about what to reply. Everyone started questioning if he had a chance.

I said "I don't know"

In actual fact I really haven't had a clue. 

It was difficult to walk out of an almost relationship and that kept me so hung up for many months after. When I just started letting go, he casually walked into your life as if nothing happened. 

So many thoughts crossed my mind. Should I tell him about Chase if we actually dated? Chase was a constant thorn in my heart. He was my first love, many firsts that he won't get to have them with me. Will he break my heart? Is he really the one for me? 

I enjoyed the attention, the caring words.

But is this love?