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His name was Jason, I really liked him and we were doing good. Course we were long distance but it didn't matter much. We were video chatting and such when I fell asleep he called me cute when I slept so we kept our cams on. I woke up to him.. Cheating on me...
I ended up moving on every ex kept cheating on me. Then there was my high school crush he cared more about video games then me. With how bad my family life was going I began wanting any type of attention I could get.
Finally Tyler came, oh god I fell for him really hard. My ex best friend even knew of him. But I never thought she and him would go at it behind my back. I hated her after that, I couldn't believe she did that.
That's when the bullying started wrecking me more, I dated a bit more each dumping me for someone better or prettier.
Chris dumped me because I wasn't Christian...
That really broke me knowing he judged me.
Steven broke me too, he was going into the army those long months without him killed me. Then turns out he was lying, he was married and had kids.
After all this I felt like dirt is a mat someone could fuck me over whenever the hell they decided.
Jacob, he was the biggest jackass of them all. I fell for him hard, we started getting sexual fast not enough for him to fuck me but nearly did. So when I dumped him he began saying he fucking me and the bullying got worse.
My exes are a good percent of a reason why I'm broken.
My bullies are a small percent.
And my family is a huge ass percent. Especially my grandmother who loved beating the shit outta me.
