Returned Home (Piers Nivans x Reader)

Returned Home (Piers Nivans x Reader) Pt1.

The beach... Our favorite place was always the beach. We met on the beach, he proposed on the beach, we even got married on the beach. And that's where I am now.

(Y/N): "I cant believe he's really gone Chris. I just don't understand it."
We sat down on the bench near the water, and he put an arm around me. I just stared at the bloodied B.S.A.A. patch in my hands.

(Y/N): "He must've been so scared after you escaped. He must've known he was going to... to...."
I broke down and collapsed into his chest crying.

Chris: "I know. it's OK,I know. He did it for you. He did it for the world."

His voice started cracking,

Chris "It should've been me. I'm the captain, I was willing to give up everything."

(Y/N): "It shouldn't have been anyone. This never should've happened."
It was dusk, the sun was barley peeking over the surface of the water. I closed my eyes, absorbing the sent of the ocean.

(Y/N) "You know, it still happens every morning. I wake up, forgetting for a minute that he's gone, an think it was all just a cruel nightmare. But then, i turn over in bed and I find his side of the bed empty... And it always feels like my heart breaks all over again. Every quiet moment, every empty room, every sunset. Everything is just, drowned in memories an pain. Memories of countless nights at home, of cooking together, of every 'I love you', of every laugh, of every night we'd go to bed and her would just hold me in his arms... And for a minute... For just a sweet and beautiful minute, everything was okay. Because when i was with him i was safe. With him I was loved. With him.... I was home."

Chris: "It's okay. I'm right here if you need me."
He stood up and knelt in front of me, putting a hand on my arm. I didn't even notice that I was old until he put his hand on me.

Chris: "You're freezing. Why don't I get you home, get you something to eat? Then you can get some rest."
I put my right hand on his and nodded.

(Y/N): "Okay. And thank you."

                                                                      ----Time-skip----
Chris P.O.V.
Almost as soon as i started driving (Y/N) fell asleep. I ended up carrying her into the house and letting her sleep for an hour or so. When she woke up, i had already ordered something to eat. But she didn't really eat much, mostly just pushing the food around her plate. It KILLS me to see her like this, she's like my little sister. I know it's been 8 months, but these past 2 weeks she's stopped eating, almost entirely. It's like she stopped caring about her own health.

Chris: "(Y/N), you need to eat more then that, please."

(Y/N): "I'm not hungry, thank you though."
There was no emotion in her voice anymore. It's like who she was is just gone or locked up somewhere.

Chris: "You haven't eaten ANYTHING today, please."

(Y/N): "Chris, I love you, and don't take this the wrong way... But.
She stood up and pushed her chair in.

(Y/N): "Right now i just want to sleep."
She's been staying with me for the past 6 months. She couldn't stand being in that house anymore, She turned to go to her bedroom, but I got up and followed her, getting a hold on her hand as she started down the hall.

(Y/N): "Chris, let go of me."
For the past time in MONTHS, there was emotion in her voice. And that emotion was on the line between anger and soul-crushing sadness.

Chris: "(Y/N), please, just talk to me."

(Y/N): "I said let go of me!"
I didn't want her to get even more pissed off then she already was, but I was worried about her. Scared for her. I reached for her other hand and held it.

(Y/N): "Chris, you're starting to piss me off. I DON'T want to eat, I'm not GOING to eat, I'm going to bed! Now let me go!"
I let go of one hand and she tried to walk away again.

Chris: "Please, I'm worried about you, you're scaring me!"

(Y/N): "I SAID LET GO!!!!"
She whipped around and back-handed me right in the face.
                                                                     ----Your P.O.V.----
The second I hit him, i regretted it. I didn't mean to do it, i just snapped and lost it.

(Y/N): "Chris, I-I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to, I swear, I jus-"
I started sobbing and ran to my room.

                                                           ----Time-skip: 4am----
I was crying until i fell asleep, waking up to the sound of the phone ringing. Chris' room is right next to mine, and i could hear him answer it. It was muffled, but I could make out certain words.

Chris: "No.... Didn't wake... What?... When?... Alive?..On the chopper?.... Amazing... First thing... Morning. Thank you..."
I was confused. Who would be calling at this hour? And what was so amazing? As soon as he hung up the phone, there was knocking on my door.

Chris: "(Y/N), please open the door. I'm not mad to you, I need to talk to you."
I stayed quiet, not even moving. Then he said something I never thought I'd hear.

Chris: "(Y/N)! They found him! He's alive!"