Awake-Jin Pt. 2

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It all happened so  fast.  First we were talking about unicorns and next i was hearing sirens and screams of my name and then i blacked out. No i could still hear everything, i just couldn't see anything.

"(Y/N) WAKE UP PLEASE!" Was screamed over and over again by who i assumed was Jin. He sounded worried...wait im moving why am i moving.

"LET ME COME WITH PLEASE" Jin yelled. All of the sudden doors sounded as if they were being shut and there were more sirens.  And then i actually blacked out.


*SHORTLY AFTER*

*JINS POV*

I waited as the doctor finally told me i could go and see (Y/N). I walked in scared to see what she looked like. 

Then i saw a lifeless looking (Y/N) laying in a hospital bed. Her face was covered with bruises and cuts. I couldnt imagine what the rest of her body looked like.

"Well there is some good and bad news" A doctor said walking in. It scared me causing me to jump a little.

"Firstly im Namjoon i will be taking care of what i assume is you Girlfriend". He said i nodded without thinking. 

"Anyway," I started " I will take the good news first". Namjoon nodded. "Good news is, somehow she has no broken bones." I looked at him in happily. He looked me up and down and said, "Looks like you took them for her huh." He said. 

* FLASHBACK *

" Are you okay sir?" Someone asked me. I looked up to see what looked like a nurse staring at me. I looked down at my arm in response. At this point i couldn't say anything. She grabbed it gently and inspected it.

"Well sir i think its sprained pretty bad. Your lucky nothing else happened to you".  The nurse said putting my arm into  a sling. "You should be good" If it starts to hurt anymore, go in to see a doctor." She said walking away.

I nodded to myself and picked up my phone to call Jungkook.

* END OF FLASHBACK *

"Its just sprained". I said he nodded. "Ready for the bad news?" He asked. I hesitated then after a while nodded. "Well shes in a mild coma and we dont know if she will ever wake up." He looked at me in a sympathetic way. 

No no no no no. This isn't true its not real. Its just a dream. I thought. I hadn't noticed i was crying until Namjoon asked if i was okay. I wasn't.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE MAY NEVER WAKE UP?" I yelled not. Namjoon didnt say anything. Not waiting for an answer i ran away.


*Jungkook's POV*

I was the one to brake the news to Jimin, and J hope, (Y/N)'s brothers. They cried a lot. After a while of comforting them, they finally told me i could go home.

I got in my car and headed home, but i really wanted coffee. I think i will stop at the coffee shop on the way home.

When i got there it started raining.  I ran in, thankfully not getting to wet. I sat waiting for a server to come around. I liked this place. It wasn't a restaurant and it wasn't a coffee shop, it was its own unique thing.

"Hi Im V i will be serving you today." A man with a box smile said. I smiled back at him knowing we would be very close at some point.


*LATER*

I went home happy that night. V and i became really good friends and scheduled to meet later that week. 

"HYUNG IM HOME" I yelled not realizing Jin was standing, soaking wet, with tears in his eyes. He must have walked home. He was sad, very very very sad. I walked over to the soaked, sad Jin and giving him a hug, not caring how went i got.



*TWO WEEKS LATER*

*JINS POV*

Its been two weeks since the accident. Two weeks of coming home from the hospital sad or crying with (Y/N)'s brothers. Namjoon has been very comforting and very kind to (Y/N) and im thankful for that. He has inspired me to write out how i feel instead of bottling them up. So i did. I wrote a song. I wanted to sing it to (Y/N) tomorrow.

* THE NEXT DAY*

*YOUR POV*

I dreamed so much things in the last couple weeks. Yes i have been keeping track of how long i have been in the state that im.  There was one thing i kept on dreaming though and i dont think i was dreaming it anymore. I was replaying the scene over and over again. I heard the first conversation Jin and Namjoon had and if i could cry i would have.

Another thing that was heartbreaking was how every day my brothers and Jin and his nephew and his nephews friend would come in and talk to me. They would talk about memories we had or just random things like that. Sometimes they would burst in to tears. Even V(Jungkooks friend).

All of the sudden someone walked in. It wasn't Namjoon, or Yoongi, my long time bestie along with Jin. Who was it.

The person grabbed my hand and started singing.


  It's not that I believe it


Because this is
All that I can do


I want to
I want to dream more



Yeah it's my truth
It's my truth
I will be covered with wounds all over






Maybe I, I can't touch the sky
Still, I want to stretch my hand out
I want to run, just a bit more





I replied, no, I'm so afraid

I, I'm just walking, I said
Oh no


But it's my fate
It's my fate
Still, I want to struggle and fight


Maybe I, I can never fly
petals over there
Or as though I have wings
Maybe I, I can't touch the sky
Still, I want to stretch my hand out
I want to run, just a bit more


Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake
Don't cry
Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake
No lie
Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake
Don't cry
Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake
No lie


Maybe I, I can never fly
I can't fly like the flower petals over there
Or as though I have wings
Maybe I, I can't touch the sky


It was Jin. I knew i loved him now.

"I didnt know if you would like it or not so that why i didnt sing it all in the beginning and then i kinda got into." He laughed slightly. 

"Oh no Jin I loved it." I found myself saying. I was awake. 

"Your awake!" He smiled.


HOWD I DO????

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