Dear world,
I always fuck up people lives, always find away to make things worse when all I try to do is fix things.
Everyone I try to love, cheats on me or I hurt them. So I dont eat to try to look better so they'll stay.
I do what they want so they wont leave me all alone for the darkness to consume whats left of my soul.
I surround myself around people who will hurt me so that Im not alone.
I put up a front afraid that if Im not perfect everyone will see behind my act and hate me.
I get straight A's so that my mother will love me, I do everything without fail so that she wont leave me.
I lie so that they'll care, when people say they love me I put on a smile and say "Im sorry, im not ready I have to focas on school..I'll glady be your freind still" so that they dont get close enough to see the darkness thats breaking me.
I try to be better everday but the weight of the world is to much for my little shoulders.
So I ask the world "What did I do wrong to sprill into this?"
Love, Emptyness
YOU ARE READING
The letters that were
PoetryGo to the secound wooden tile near my old wooden desk and go striaght on till you hear the creak and there you'll find the letters...