Somethings left Unsaid (Drarry)

Chapter 5 - Nightmares (Harry)

Harry came home very tired from the hospital. He is a trainee for the treatment of the witches and wizards who have their mind affected by hexes, jinxes, spells or the unforgivable curses. The patients have increased quite a lot after the war. And doctors were actually trying to work out some way to help those affected by crucio curse. It always bring back the horrifying memories for Harry.
As Harry stepped in his lonely apartment he wished that he had someone. Someone to come home to. He threw his coat on the sofa and start preparing tea as he was too exhausted. All the horrific thoughts running through his mind because he went to attend the Longbottoms today. Sirius, Remus, His mom and dad, Snape, Dumbledore, Fred. Tears welling up in his eyes and he remembered feindfire and Draco. 'Oh Draco!' he thought as he hurried towards his room to get his laptop. He sat down with his tea to read Draco's reply. By the end of it he was feeling immense pain in his heart. It hurt him a lot to see Draco in such a depressed state. He decided before replying that he is gonna visit Draco in Paris by the end of this week

Draco

Draco

Draco

Have you lost your mind. . . What was that about having a closure to your life. . . What in Merlin's name are you thinking to do. . . Whatever it is drop that fucking idea right now. . . It would hurt your mom think about it and it would hurt me. . . Please do not do anything stupid

Umm. . . Draco I didn't know about your Father. . . I had a slight idea that you were forced but I thought it was voldemort i never knew that. . . That you had such a rough childhood. . . Please tell me what your Father did to you Draco (only if you feel comfortable)

And yeah about my Childhood i lived with my mom's sister and her family who were muggles. . . I was made to live in closet under the stairs and if i behaved badly i wasn't allowed to eat. . .

Draco its alright now. . . You are fine. . . You have got your friends.. You have got me as a friend (and no more blabbering about feeling guilty we both were young and wrong about each other). . . Draco you have got yourself a lot more sorted . . . Trust me these are just nightmares. . . They will go away with time. . . You just have to be strong. . . I know its hard but you can do it. . . I believe in you

Can you please shut up and stop deprecating yourself. . . You deserve to be happy and nothing else. . . You have right to live life for Yourself and love yourself there is no reason at all to hate yourself when you were forced to do those things. . . We both have lost a lot during the war but you are losing yourself. . . Yes we are the same and *on the same side* of the road just don't lose yourself. . . You got this. . . And i like that you are trying to work on yourself just don't give up. . . I am here for you. . . Always!

Look at you talking about me having a crush on you. . . You wrote an entire para talking about what you see in my eyes. . . Its about time that you accept that you like me Malfoy!

Well I've a good news for you. . . I am taking a break next week. . . I am gonna come to Paris if you'll be my host. . .

And about Ginny. . . We broke up after I came out as gay to her. . . She was a bit flustered in starting but now she is cool with it and so is everyone else. . . It was pretty hard to accept it myself at first. . . But now that i have. . . I feel like. . . I feel more relieved and don't have to fake myself to others now

Harry

PS : looking forward to work with you at st. Mungo's

Harry had decided. He was certain that he is gonna help the blonde boy. Whatever it takes he is going to make him happy because he deserves to be happy!