Crushing so hard

My Crush

Hi there I'm Nakari and this is me.⬇

And I have a crush on this boy name Christopher

and he is so cute but I know I didn't have a chance with him so I never tried to talk to him. Christopher was that boy all the girls wanted and people always called him fine so I just left it alone. I remember this one day Christopher talked to me 😮😮 and he said I was fine asf!! I told my best friend what was said and she always honest and she said he was just playing so stop wondering about that. It did hurt me but I didn't show it I just smiled and laughed but when I began to walk away I started to cry. So i went to these steps outside if school and sat there crying then Christopher came and asked  "wassup, who I gotta fight" and that made me feel so good inside so I just got up and hugged him and he accepted it. Now I'm scared to be seen with him or around him tbh Im kinna scared of him but I don't try to show it. Why?? Because he hits on his girlfriend but he just be playing but he be hitting her to hard. I literally cried over him because I knew he didn't want me or never will like me like that. Now if he says something to me it hey Nakari or what do u want or why are you talking to me or why do u like me ?? N i will say I cant speak or because God give me a mouth to speak.And I told him i liked him before so thats y he asked y do i like him. So i tell him because in my eyes you fine asf n i love your personality. Now half of everyone know I still have feelings that I shouldn't have because he not mine. Part 2 coming soon